I don't need this right now.

Who I am is not who I want to be. I advocate transcendentalism. I admire Rousseau, Voltaire. I rave about optimism and always try to make people happy. I like motivating quotes. I like being a romantic, yet I am very realistic. I weigh the costs and benefits of everything. I analyze every little detail, action, word. (This may be the only thing about me that connects me to the accounting/business world.) I think a lot. I think too much. I seem so sure of my beliefs and opinions at times that I forget that I don't carry it out in my everyday life. Or do I? Maybe I am just second-guessing myself because of something that someone said. But that in itself shows a lack of certainty. "You are pessimistic. You are not confident." 

Have I skewed so far away from what I thought I was to have people think this about me?

I'm stubborn. I get jealous easily. I like being comfortable. I reason out everything. I let other people affect me too much. I don't like to be wrong. I don't like being told what to do. I don't like being told who to be. I like my space.

Sometimes I'm too idealistic. Not everything has to be perfect.

I don't need this right now.